我疯了～

我疯了。。。

真的。。。

不知道怎么解救。。。

也不是很想解救。。。

疯了。。。

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跟踪！！你再跟踪～～～

有阴影了～～

不要！！！别再来了！！！

好烦啊！！！

你这只很大的苍蝇！

走！！！

中毒·黑洞

有没有人告诉过你，在黑洞的那一端有根刺。当你徘徊在黑洞边缘时，你会在不自觉的情况下被那根刺扎到。这一扎，可是没有痛楚，没有感觉，但，会让你中毒。这毒没有很大的症状，但是会一直在你的血溢中一直顺着血流往身上的每隔部位留下脚印。

说来也奇怪，这毒是很特别的。它不会让你痛苦，不会让你寂寞，不会让你难受。它只会让你比平时开心。就因为这样，你便会越陷越深，中毒也会越来越深。

说了没有很明显的症状，但什么毒都多少会有些症状。

中毒症状：

1）喜欢以往不喜欢的娱乐。

2）不想睡。

3）时间到了，不到那该报到的地方就浑身不自在。

4）勇气加倍。

要报到的地方叫黑洞。

大家都知道，黑洞有很强的吸引力。若你徘徊在黑洞边，还中了那毒，可想而知啊～～～

若你有以上症状，请不要告诉我，因为我不是医生，而医生应该也没办法做些什么。因为，对他们而言你是正常人。可能是缺乏睡眠，可能是胃病，可能是头痛，可能是酒精中毒。他们是没有办法查出这黑洞边那毒针的毒。

你只能向上帝祈祷，让上帝赐给你力量。

不然，就加入堕落天使的行列吧～

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He is the first to remember me, the first to talk to me, the first.. the first the first..

I always die on the first... Guess maybe I m born on the first...

Right.. I hope I wont take it seriously, i cant!

拥抱

拥抱是很神奇的一个举动。

它有抚平人们紧张、激动、悲伤的心情。

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我不知道发了什么疯，突然很想要有个紧紧的拥抱，让我知道，我还有靠山。

我不喜欢一个人的感觉，我甚至讨厌。

我看起来坚强，甚至有人说我是强悍型的。

我不是！真的不是！

长得大只点、懂事点、能干点，不代表我能一个人这样备受压力，无依无靠的走下去。

有时，我好恨我自己。

为什么？

为什么我就不能像我外表一样的强悍呢？

我为什么不能要那么的脆弱又害怕被发现自己的脆弱呢？

有谁？谁能让我有勇气的在你面前流露出我脆弱的一面。

不知是诉说我的脆弱，而是面对面的流露出，毫无保留的流露出这一切。

谁？？

你在哪里？？

New Kids~

Right.. this year is so so so much of a tuition year. Normally my holidays were spent on temp jobs but this time round, TUITIONS. Right...

Today started on 2 new kids. Pri 1 gg Pri 2 and another gg K2 kid. Wow.. BROTHERS!! so can you imagine how chaotic is it?? Hahahaa.. actually not as bad as I expected as my story telling skills are good enough to keep him entertained. And i think the big brother loves me. Hahahaa.... And i didn't know stars work for BOYS too. ahhahhaaa....

They loves drawing.. Thinking of getting them to draw something the next time round. Woohoo~~~ First time teaching the younger kids.. 2nd time actually but that didnt last very long. But.. I starting to like to teach young kids. They are so much more innocent and cute. And i really cannot get angry with them. Hahahaa... Busy turning to both attention seeking kids every 10min and POOF! 2hrs Up! hahahaa....

Right. Tiring day but guess is a fruitful one..

Hope my dad recover soon.. as is really tiring for mummy and me. ahhaahaa.. ops... But i still will take care of my daddy no matter what. KEKEE...

Saturday~~~

Right~~ today is saturday and Since i m cooped up in my house for 3 days i DIE DIE also wanna go out today. So i asked Olive along... then.. I know she loves Movies la.. so.. we went to watch movie.. Christmas carol....

Rate: 5/10

The show is just another xmas show with not bad animation but when it ends.. u will have the first comment of.. "Just like that ar??" So.. nth much lor.. If give me another chance.. i will choose to borrow dvd from fren to watch it or what la...

After that we walked down to orchard from The Cathay...

This is the cutest Xmas tree found in .. Ion.

Walked along orchard and took some photos of the lightings and stuff.. Love the tree outside paragon.. nice~~~

Then.. of course cam whore-ing...

Took in Ion Toilet. kekeke

Candid shot. but not bad wor.. keekeke

THe most xmas feel Photo.. kekeee

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Wei said in Fb that i too picky.. not true lehz.. i also wanna find a good man and have a yi kao.. but.. no one attracted to me.. what can i do??? Serious lor!!!!

不是要求高，

是真的没有。

爱只是个字，要找到懂得爱的人，那字才变得有意义。

Photos~~~ PS: Requested by Pei~

Alright.. Pei miss me SO SO SO much that she wanna see my latest photos.. here it goes~~!!!

Also with her request.. come some older photos too~~~sequence is oldest till latest

kekeke...

This is outside Lunar there's this nice nice chair~~

The QUEEN~

In Lunar toilet like we din wear anything. hahaaa..

New corselet... ehz.. wont wear that much..so.. dont dream of seeing me in it~ kekee

Eskibar~~ Cool!! Cold and when i talk~ GOT SMOKE!! wahhahaa.. Mist mist.. keke.. not smoke. =P here it goes.!!!

Right.. this is at lunar toilet take one.. Dont understand how and why.. SO SLIM N PRETTY RIGHT? ops... but still fat lA~ =P

Exams???

Alright.. exam is on monday, and i have yet to really study!! OMG~~ yeah.. not in any studying mood. I just.. dont know la.. dont feel like doing anything la~~ I just wanna slack and i just wanna wanna... do anything else but studying.

Alright.. my sis ROM le~~ yeah..Did i post any photos on it? NEVER? ok ok.. here it is...

those who knows next question will turn to me and ask.. "when is ur turn?" OH well. WHATEVER~~ pls la.. u will know when it comes why ask?? And i have totally NO clue when will mine be~~ Like chinese says.. 八字都还没有一瞥！！！ like i dont want.. is DONT HAVE....

la la... recently.. dont know.. not emo.. quite happy.. playing with dear ger ger, shopping with great Kar Sng, Clubbing with Von, chatting with unknown ppl in tag for entertainment.. so.. quite rubbish.. quite aimless.. but.. i just want it to be that way before my life turns.. turn into something i dont know what is it~~~ haiz.... emo~~~ yeah.. suddenly.. hahhaa....

dont know what to write le~~ haiz...

我相信你是存在的，

我相信你会出现的，

我相信。。。

但。。。

你在哪里？？？

如果我的朋友都找到了他们的“你”

那。。我真的会很孤独的

我会变成可怕的老姑婆吗？

我。。

我。。。

我。。。。