Love it? Quite. Yet find that is quite... quite... weird...
Felt like having split personality. I can be super hiong and chiongster like nobody business having lots of crazy fun and doing stupid things, wearing skimpily (not very since i m FAT) ...
then the next day, i'll be like a super duper good daughter, religiously super committed and do lots for what I can, wearing prim n proper clothes with nothing much expose.
one day talk nonsense,
the next talking adult language.
one day dreaming to have big house, branded goods, lots of money.
next day telling myself, being simple is a fortunate thing.
sometimes i ask myself, which is me? But... i cannot get an answer coz both are me. Just that a me in different spot different situation will react differently automatically.
how come i m so so different for both situation? why? i dont know.
maybe ... there isnt any different. Only location is different. Maybe i m the same. Just that i tot i m different.. maybe...
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