Right~ No more photos of me will be updated be it on blog or on FB... Though Michelle will always update hers.. I shant tag myself anymore.. Unless enthia is really Cute..
Why no more? Till I can slim down and be presentable on photos I dO nOt wanna see my own photos anymore. It is so so so so sad to see that I was much slimmer in the past n now!? Like a big TOUFU face.. REctangular and UGLY!!!!!! FAT FAT FAT
Hate it!! But it is really so hard to slim down.. I need to do SO MUCH to slim down yet there are ppl out there need to do SO MUCH to put on weight.. haiz... WHY?? UNFAIR LA!!! The whole slimming thingy got to start ALL OVER AGAIN! I swear I must do it once FOR MYSELF and do a good one~~ I need to.. FAT is not allowed in this world... no... no............
Haiz.. why so agitated? No one actually come straight to me and say "YOU ARE FAT" though.. only a kid. That was hurting enough but I was like heck caring it... Then today.. I dont know what courage I've got I actually went to weigh myself!! OMG!!!!!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE SEEING SOME DISGUSTING NUMBER SHOWING ON THE WEIGHING MACHINE??? I can act as the real life 200 Pound Beauty le lor!!!! Sian~~
Friends out there PLEASE DO HELP me... If You see that I am gonna eat some sinful stuff STOP ME!!! I must slim down!!! NO MATTER WHAT!!! argh~~~~~
JIA YOU!!!!
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