LOUSY ME!

Oh well~~ this is gonna be in english... Just dont have mood to come out with pretty nice perfect chinese to voice out how i feel now.

yesh~~ i was in some insurance company trying out to be an agent. Yes! first time ever! i really felt very enriched during the whole 3 months. learnt alot and grew alot i think.

well.. after the wonderful 3 solid months.. back to sch... all the $$$$$ come and bring me back to reality! i got so many things to pay!!! so so so many!!! when i realise it... my account only left with 2 digit. i dont know how to tell my parents i dont know how to face myself, i dont know what to do... i panick... really~~~ instantly i really kinda regret working as an agent for the 3 months. really difficult... why others can sell yet i cant? m i really that lousy and couldnt be trusted? i not sure.

then i voice it out to G. he tried to change my perspective abit.. think i was too in my own thinking so he stopped. J came to ask... i also kinda shut her away i guess so she used another alternative to help me.... M came... and he tell me :" you wanna leave the line? i can help you apply." OH WELL!!! my shi fu, he person whom i tot will encourage me most, tell me his story again and pick me up ask me to leave. COOL!!! so COOL!!! i was trying to find reason myself to stay on yet he is telling me i cant make it... oh well.. be it is reverse psy which he say is not or what so ever... I M HURT! woohoo~~ nice one!!!! great!!!!

ok~~ maybe he have his own problem to face and i m one of his burden i guess... whatever the case is... i really love the job and find it meaningful. i really thinks it helps ppl in saving and having more money not only the agent but the buyer!!! yet? i m ask if i wanna leave. oh well oh well... things changes real fast... everything....

guess i really got to consider~~~~

but still insurance agent are really great ppl on earth when they really do what an agent should.