最近心情不是很好。似乎一切都变了样。不只是我的错还是什么。我不能接受的也是别人，或说是别的女生也无法接受的啊。这样的无法接受，是我的错吗？他说会改，他说有在改，我看得到。可是，我有一直强调，你改了也不会开心，这种改不健康、不好。你不懂我的意思。我不是不喜欢你为我改。但是，这会让你心情不好的改，能持续多久？能一辈子吗？我真的不知道。
想~~~想~~~
Here comes the english version (1. For the convinience of the person. 2. Upgrading my translation technique)
Recently, I am feeling quite down. I can be happy with friends, but once I am alone, I will start thinking and thinking again. Everything seems to change. I dont know if is my fault or what. Things I can't accept is common among girls. So, being unable to accept it, is it my fault? He said he will change, he said he is changing, I saw, I feel, I know. But, I keep asking. Are you really happy for the change? Your replied was:" its better for 1 to be unhappy than both." But that's not what i want. If u arent happy, then just doing it for my sake. One fine day, u will just get so sick of it that you will wanna escape from it. If you still want to be with me, u will do it secretly/discreetly so that i wont know. Then? I will start to suspect, i will start to think wild. So is that healthy? No! How long can your for my sake last? I dont know.
I really hope all this will be over soon. Before i m really tired of it, and wanting to escape out of it. Please give me the strength to carry on... Please....
1 comment:
A person can only be willing and happy to change when he wants to change himself for the best, not because of obligation.
A total change can only be completed when the person's mindset can accept a new point of view that overrides his existing one.
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