Almost 3 years...

I've said this blog will be mainly in english, so why do I put the new entry in english? I want my one and only to understand and read this...

What almost 3 years? My only one and I have been together for almost 3 years. Wow, that seems so long. I thank him alot... really alot. He taught me to be stronger, taught me to be tougher, he let me told me the darker side of life, he warn me the ugly side of human, he been through all my happy and sad moments.

This year I feel the most. The beginning of this year, when all should start fresh and set the momentum going, we quarrelled. That was one of the worst quarrel that we ever had. A moment where I really drain out, give up, and never want to go through anything anymore. In the end, he came back to me, he was a bit tipsy. He look so lost, so helpless. At that moment, I just want time to stop and want to hug him and love him forever. We talked, we trashed. Things changed. He then became so nice, so helpful. Whenever I need help, I need a shoulder to lie on, I will have it.

I've got lots to do at the beginning of this year. I've got my Hall Production. That was one of my biggest headache and biggest challenge. The few days that we went to bump in for rehearsal and all, he was there, almost all the time, supporting me, getting me food and drinks, being there for me. I was so grateful. The night before actual performance, I broke down. It was the last day of preparation and everything still doesn't seem right. I panick, i worried, i cried. He was then so so sweet. He hugged me, he dote on me, he talked to me in his softest tone, so sweet so secure, i feel like crying forever, so I can enjoy the moment forever. I love it. Really. Then on, I promise myself to give him the best of me... All i can i will do for him...

When I'm in financial difficulty, and he just quit his previous job, he didn't want me to worry for money and sent resumes day n night. Praying hard to find a job, to get a job so that he can give me help. I was so touch... very touch...

From the beginning of our relationship till nOw... He changed alot. He used to flare at the smallest things that doesnt go his way, but he will take deep breath and control. He seldom say sorry in the past, but he had said lots of sorries to me... He quarrelled with my parents and was at tension with them. But because of me, he still respect them and even got close to them and help as and when he can. I know the changes, I've seen the changes.

He almost gave up all his own friends and making friends with people in my social circle. He is so into my life, and I'm really touched.

I like to Thank you A Billion times for all that you've done. I also like to say Sorry for all the times that I was being unreasonable. I will not make you angry or sad anymore. Never again.......
THANK YOU~~~